Back 2 You - Şevin

Yeah what’s mobbin' mane, uh

You know I can dig it

I’ve got the dirty shovel to prove it mane, yeah

I’ve been where you at homie

I’m not far removed you feel me

Only by the grace of God bruh

Real talk

Yeah

Yeah

I’m born to die bro

Soul is more than sorta hollow

I’ve worn the sorrow

Of a son that knows there’s no tomorrow

I’m holding hollows in these stolen rollows

I can burn them all but there’s an eternal war

So I know there’s more to follow

I pour a swallow explore the bottle like Coronado

My life is horrible nothing short of a horror novel

There’s no disguising it my vision is gone

So surprised that I’ve lived this long inside this miserable song

I’m wishin' I longed for more than just the mission I’m on

Just a typical nigga driftin' with no visible home

Can’t be civil with my siblings

So I live on my own

Often nervous evil thoughts of murder be filling my dome

Yeah

I’ve taken lashes to capacity no more to tally

Abort a child in the tortured allies of Northern Cali

I’ve made the choice to take the oyster and leave the pearl

Pain is art

They gone see my mural before I leave this world

Yeah I’m being honest as I should

I feel the weight that is upon us

I’m a psalmist for the hood

Uh huh

And I’m hoping that my song is understood

Cuz they’re unaware that You care

And what You promise us is good

Don’t forsake us just make us see You for who You are

And we’re so blind but there’s no time for straying way too far

Bring me back to You back to You

Lord I know I’ve done You wrong

Bring me back to You I’m asking You

You’re the place where I belong

If this is living I’m sick of it nigga this is prison

I’m seeing sicknesses depicted in my sickening visions

Death is whispering but I’m too lifted to listen

Blood glistening like a prison

When the moon hits it when drippin'

And I’m slippin' to the depths of the threat

There’s no protecting me

Cuz every second I wear the flesh that the devil’s beckoning

I’m soaked in filth and my soul is wilting like sick roses

Thick doses of pain got me in hypnosis

I stick closest to the ghosts of my bitter past

At the cemetery where they’re buried under withered grass

I hear them audibly calling me «Sevin follow me»

Smell of death is all on me like rotten meat in the autumn heat

It’s like somehow my cup of sanity done got a leak

I never planned to be this stranded

And damned if I fall asleep

I’ve eaten misery now I’m back for a second helping

Helter skelter is my shelter… death is welcome

Yeah I’m being honest as I should

I feel the weight that is upon us

I’m a psalmist for the hood

Uh huh

And I’m hoping that my song is understood

Cuz they’re unaware that You care

And what You promise us is good

Don’t forsake us just make us see You for who You are

And we’re so blind but there’s no time for straying way too far

Bring me back to You back to You

Lord I know I’ve done You wrong

Bring me back to You I’m asking You

You’re the place where I belong

C’mon I’m fed up with nonsense

And un-credible comments in my head I’m wanted dead

I’m no detectable conscience

No affection for those that got no exceptional content

Slow regression my soul’s in a co-depression to bondage

Slippin in the sickest sin I ever could grapple

While sippin' gin I’m mixing it with medical capsules

I’m pissed like «being Christian’s just an incredible hassle

Never rests does the devil he’s ever ready for battle»

The evil’s seepin' in and it’s weakening my state of mind

I preach to people but I’m feeble and I’m straight up blind

I’m married into the very sin that I speak against

I rarely grin because every minute it keeps me tense

I lay up late at night awake with my demons

Knowing that one day I’mma have to pay for this treason

Ugh there isn’t any evil I won’t do

So father God I gotta keep my eye on You

Yeah I’m being as honest as I should

I feel the weight that is upon us

I’m a psalmist for the hood

And I’m hoping that my song is understood

Cuz they’re unaware that You care

And what You promise us is good

Don’t forsake us just make us see You for who You are

And we’re so blind but there’s no time for straying way too far

Take me back to You back to You

Lord I know I’ve done You wrong

Bring me back to You I’m asking You

You’re the place where I belong