Neva Believe You - Şevin

If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here

If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here

If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here

That’s right

Aye

Aye

Depressive my adolescence a manic lair

Candles lit

Both hands are gripped a satanic prayer

Besides cold my eyes holdin' a blanded stare

Soul full of sorrow

I’m hollower than a can of air

Visions of suicide

Where the noose is tied strangling me

As I hang dangling from a chandelier

When me and death have a dinner date

I fly to a sinner’s fate

In hell I disintegrate…

Like a strand of hair

My soul’s hollow

Sipping opiates from cold bottles

And serial killers became my role models

I’ve sown sin so it’s evil that I reap

It’s grown in

Now I’m seeing dead people in my sleep

No peace

So I’m slippin' in further to drug addiction

And the wickedness I’m sippin makes me quicker to murder

I can’t imagine how the badness that I’m living in hurts ya

And the fact is I didn’t deserve ya

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda never believed you

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda said someone deceived you

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda never believed you

And you couldn’t of sold me that I’da ended up here

Or that I woulda ever received you

Yeah

For real

Aye

Aye

Felt like I was wading without a life vest

Lifeless

Fully submerging under the undertow

Rejected fellowship so many skeletons

Been deposited in my closet

And buried under my bungalow

Soaked in condemnation

I’m hoping this conversation is confidential

Cuz I am confessing things that no one could know

But you’re my antithesis I must come befo'

I’m just a shadow anticipating the sun to glow

When I think of all the dirt that I’ve been diggin' lately

Yet You give chase and embrace me

It invigorates me

Cuz You didn’t forsake me or incinerate me

Ya generate me and lift me so I could sit in safety

Yuh

How could I comprehend Your kinda love

Huh

When nothing on this earth compares

Just wanna rest in the presence of the Shekinah dove

Even if the worst is here

By Your spirit I’ll persevere

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda never believed you

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda said someone deceived you

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here

I woulda never believed you

And you couldn’t of sold me that I’da ended up here

Or that i woulda ever received you