Amor - Whxami

She got me falling down again

«Before it, you know

Other things will make you happy temporarily

But, it is temporary»

«I started talking about happiness, like the first part about»

«Yeah, right»

«And, I think that that’s something that people really need to remember»

«It's not awful but»

«Is that like, you shouldn’t always search externally for happiness»

«I don’t want you to be like worried about that»

«Because then you might set an expectation and might be let down»

«And real happiness is something that you have to find inside of yourself»

«I lov you»

Lost so many people I thought I could say I love

But nowadays, could barly ever even say hello

Could run away before these people ever even know

They said I’m really gone

It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away

So when I thought, there’s so much to say

But somehow I never really show

I guess I’m losing hope

Riding around like woah, hey

I said I guess that I’m falling, hey

Is it like the leaves in autumn?

How often you’re changing on me

I guess it’s true, the world I’m on wasn’t made here for me

You can take it, I don’t want it, hey

Shorty, I pull

Don’t even by the morning

My homies never call me, hey

I can tell they’re fucking real

And the ones who fucking want shit

Got leeches crawling on my

I keep pushing these bitches off me

I cut off everybody

Got bruises on my body, hey

Something have to always haunt me

Remember what you told me, ay

Lost so many people I thought I could say I love

But nowadays could barely ever even say hello

Could run away before these people ever even know

They said I’m really gone

It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away

So when I thought, there’s so much to say

But somehow I never really show

I guess I’m losing hope

Still I’m screaming «fuck this»

I pop a drug if I need to numb this

You bugging, she never loved me

She must’ve lost it

I’m pleading down on my knees

And I know she sees it

She want this

She doesn’t want me to live

Said I’m crushed then

Still I need to see your smile

Can we speak just one last time?

Knew it was over that one night

When he was standing all right there by your side

It got me thinking like

«I- I don’t want to lose myself

Over this stupid bitch who trying to kill me»

If I lie from being used for help

And being genuine whenever 'til you lose me

I cried the same night your

Was thinking I would take my life up in the evening

I might, I think I found my drug

But what is life if she ain’t ever mean a thing to me?

She ain’t ever mean a thing to me

Ain’t a thing to me, yeah