Nobody - Whxami

Shorty told me I’m nobody

She ain’t wrong I been a problem child all my life

Feel like I don’t even know myself

Looking in my eyes, I ain’t nobody

There were months for the child that I always was

Skipping class and getting high on the school buses

But I don’t want to get to know myself

Find me in the clouds where I’m always running

Waking up to days, I’ve been reminiscing a lot

Afraid of making a mistake, I don’t pay attention a lot

And I’ve been conversating with God and Satan

About which way that I should probably embark upon

And lead me to higher places

Shorty told that I’m changing

Of course I’ve been fucking changing

Things haven’t been the same since grade school

Smoking papers, lately all I ever do is just sleep

Music and waiting for the day I finally break

From the hometown I was made in

I’ve been broke and selling eight, pop a pill over better days

I don’t got a lot, thought I’d have a stack in the bank

After I graduated, found me a bad bitch who was dating me

Fucked me over, was too used to the cycle

Need a break and I hate it

My dilemmas speak volumes, no acapella

Trying to cop a Maserati and crash inside a motel

Shorty hella spiritual, said my focus out of alignment

I flip a coin in the street for the moment I’m indecisive

I live riddled with vices, yeah, angels, I couldn’t find them

Shit never been the same since I seen you kiss him goodbye

She telling me all the time that this isn’t even about me

Shit, now it seem fucking simple, I can’t figure it out

In my mind, I’m still the kid with anxiety bound to spill

And society bullied down, got the cards that I’ve been dealt

And I ain’t felt this sense of remorse in forever before

If I second-guess your intentions, time to exit

I don’t want you fucks around me

Shorty told me I’m nobody

She ain’t wrong I been a problem child all my life

Feel like I don’t even know myself

Looking in my eyes, I ain’t nobody

There were months for the child that I always was

Skipping class and getting high on the school buses

But I don’t want to get to know myself

Find me in the clouds where I’m always running

Oh, shorty told me I’m a nobody

She ain’t wrong I been a problem child all my life

Feel like I don’t even know myself

Looking in my eyes, I ain’t nobody

There were months for the child that I always was

Skipping class and getting high on the school buses

Ay, I don’t want to get to know myself

Find me in the clouds where I’m always running

Feel like I’ve had this shit I’ve said that so many times

At the counters, it’s now probably high, amounts

In pill bottles and couches

Missing calls, I promise, I’ll pick it up in a hour

I’m wondering why I’m lying about it

My mind is spiraling out of control

My subconscious been tell me «quit whining about it»

But fuck, if holding emotions wasn’t tiring out my body entirely

I probably would be quiet about it

I’m missing out on a lot but I watch the world as it revolved

When I was younger, thinking on it I never had any doubts

That one day I’d be young, but it ain’t that easy

Many months have since come and gone

And shit, friends moving on

At least the ones that I got

There ain’t that many, but it counts

And my mind’s state is simple, I wanna hate and forget you

Could make me influence the crime rate if you get too close

She found the burner and the window broke

I’m hella sinful, protective to my kinfolk if you hope to provoke me

Elevate you, if it’s love then she hate you

Or when you hate her, she love you, we cannot stand one another

I find the Xanax and crush it up, hopes of vanishing from it

She might be manic-depressive but she face a handful of uppers

So what the fuck am I fucking up?

Give a fuck, it’s whatever

Your mama hate how I talk and I ain’t changing up, should know better

And plus, you found my replacements for days that I couldn’t gauge you

But darling, I ain’t amazed, I promise I knew this day was coming sooner than

later

You know I never like to live lies but I had to say my goodbyes

Especially this time 'cause I might never be right there by your side

And I don’t wanna cry, been there, done that a couple thousand times

Set aside on my mind, I ain’t treat her right

So what it feel like when you fucking need me?

Shorty told me I’m a nobody

She ain’t wrong I been a problem child all my life

Feel like I don’t even know myself

Looking in my eyes, I ain’t nobody

There were months for the child that I always was

Skipping class and getting high on the school buses

But I don’t want to get to know myself

Find me in the clouds where I’m always running

Oh, shorty told me I’m a nobody

But she ain’t wrong I been a problem child all my life

Feel like I don’t even know myself

Looking in my eyes, I ain’t nobody

There were months for the child that I always was

Skipping class and getting high on the school buses

Ay, I don’t want to get to know myself

Find me in the clouds where I’m always running