lol kill me now - Softheart

All this time spent on you I’d waste again

I slipped back in all of my old ways again

Can’t stop all this pain in my heart

Might be too much if I think of your face again

I can’t stop all this hurt so I’m chasing it

Down with drugs pop another now I’m spacing

No you can’t blame me you drink the pain away too

Me I can’t face it so I roll up and face it

Shorty she just want me dead

Can’t say I don’t feel the same way myself

Lately I upped the doses but the pain won’t end

Know I keep running to them but the drugs don’t help

Hell

Baby please don’t spare me

Put me in the dirt just bury me

Feel it so close it’s scaring me

Hate how i need everyone to stare at me

Till my last days and beyond

Imma hold the weight

Wish there was a way i could wish it all away

If the love fades trust me I’ll be on my way

That’s somewhere i won’t stay

Cause i know it ain’t safe

Mass state caviar put me on a plate

Put me on stage watch me turn it to a rage

Put me in a grave

Baby send me to the gates

Put a bullet in my brain

And then I’ll die as a great

All this time spent on you I’d waste again

I slipped back in all of my old ways again

Can’t stop all this pain in my heart

Might be too much if I think of your face again

I can’t stop all this hurt so I’m chasing it

Down with drugs, pop another now I’m spacing

No you can’t blame me, you drink the pain away too

Me I can’t face it so I roll up and face it

And I’m just wondering if you miss my arms

Baby do you miss my arms

Baby why’d we get so far apart

And I’m just wondering if you miss my

Baby do you miss my arms

Baby why’d we get so far apart