Deadbeat - Softheart

Used to be daisies

Now it’s all so crazy

Now my heart stays racing

When I’m driving down main street

Slowly

Used to always sleep now I can’t sleep

Now I’m always sick and sulking

I feel like I’m crazy

Couldn’t save me

I’m stuck in my ways and they ain’t going

I just need to leave town get some new friends

The next thing that I know I’m in my head again

On and on it never really does end

No baby I can’t help myself

What are these nightmares telling me

What’s the remedy

When I get so stuck

Know there’s a better me

But my heads so fucked

Tryna go back baby

I don’t wanna grow up

Just try my best baby

Yeah but my head won’t budge

Deadbeat

I have no touch

Try counting blessings

I know I have so much

I just need a way I can get more numb

Wish i could just stop wishing

And just start to live it

I just want a minute

I just want a minute

I let one thought in and

My head starts just spinning

Just stop just quit it

I just want to fit in

I’m not kidding

Didn’t want it to end

And now I’m just stuck wishing

I was just a kid then at the

Bus stop sitting

Then running off and ditching

And as much as I was sick of it then

I still miss it

I don’t talk mine

But the bank knows

In a long night

Imma lay low

I don’t go party

Imma stay home

I’m a soft heart

But the blade close

It’s best

To love it from a distance

Yeah I know it wasn’t this then

Still counting all the missed friends

Misread now i’m mislead

I can’t stand what’s inside my chest

There’s nothing like the first one I guess

I’ll always make things worse for myself

But I’ll just say that i tried my best

What are these nightmares telling me

What’s the remedy?

When I get so stuck

Know there’s a better me

But my heads so fucked

Tryna go back baby

I don’t wanna grow up

Just try my best baby

Yeah but my head won’t budge

Deadbeat

I have no touch

Try counting blessings

I know I have so much

I just need a way I can get more numb