Chemistry - Social Repose

You’re perfect the way you are

But let’s cover up those scars

Purple and blue seem to fit you

But can we try out a greyscale hue?

Your sickness makes you think less in a panicked state

Fill the hole again with chemicals before it’s too late

Don’t worry there’s no hurry

One more side effect

It’ll make you feel like new

But is this really you?

Sometimes I get depressed

When all the colors bleed together

Need to ingest

A little pill to make me feel numb

Oh what a mess my chemistry has become

Now now now now that’s no way to be

It really has nothing to do

With what you see in the mirror

Your mind is your shadow and your shadow is me

I’ll deceive your hopes and dreams

And patch your unbalanced genes

Don’t fight it, invite it inside of your head

Let it change all your marks from when you wish you were dead

I’d rather you be alive in a hospital bed

But is it really living when you hang by a thread

There’s always that sense of dread because

Sometimes I get depressed

When all the colors bleed together

Need to ingest

A little pill to make me feel numb

Oh what a mess my chemistry has become

Treating daylight like amphetamines

Having trouble finding an inbetween

My balance is a little bit broken

I’m just trying to stay alive

But all I ever ask is who am I

Today?

Sometimes I get depressed

When all the colors bleed together

Need to ingest

A little pill to make me feel numb

Oh what a mess my chemistry has become

Sometimes I get depressed

When all the colors bleed together

Need to ingest

A little pill to make me feel numb

Oh, what a mess, what a mess, what a mess

I have become