fear - Rivilin

I built this by myself yeah

I see that you’re looking here

Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see

I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah

Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah

Push it back to me, push it back to me

Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

You don’t really wanna know about this

It’s just the jealousy that builds, I know you envy me for real bitch

Cus I produce by myself, I never asked you for help

I’m with my river city homies and we’re chilling in hell

I’m living chequ to cheque right now but I’m gonna change

You’r gonna see me rise up, so remember the name

I’m just that piece of shit that you knew was sad

I have a bad reputation for always losing patience

Sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man

Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic

Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down

You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head

You love it there;

you want me dead

You claim I owe you so much

Yeah, you’re still a fucking joke

I built this by myself yeah

I see that you’re looking here

Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see

I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah

Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah

Push it back to me, push it back to me

Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

Flash hit my eyes and I just fade out

Another blunt down and ill just sink in my doubts

You came up to me and said I wasn’t real

Just a hallucination to cut you open when you wanna feel

Something more than this hate inside, yeah

Cutting when your brains fried I know you don’t feel alive

Fading and fading into the background here I go

Losing my ways when you say its all for show

Sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man

Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic

Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down

You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head

You love it there;

you want me dead

You claim I owe you so much

Yeah, you’re still a fucking bitch

I built this by myself yeah

I see that you’re looking here

Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see

I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah

Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah

Push it back to me, push it back to me

Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya