Four Seasons - Raxstar

There’s a difference between not speaking and having nothing to say to them

All you want to do is love em want to hold em tight

But when you talk you fight

You don’t know how they did it but they control your life

You want her to open up but she closed those doors

Her secret smile isn’t yours no more

So I have to sit back play my part

I tried to put us together but you would take us apart

I believed in us, you received my trust

Then you turned right around and said please enough

You said leave me alone so I left you alone

Then you started bugging left messages on my phone

Now I regret not answering or replying

I thought you were playing games, I thought you were lying

Listening to your friends who didn’t like me and said you were too good for me

You wasn’t good for me

Cause you messed up every relationship that I’ve had after ours

I used to buy you flowers

Now you go around saying I’m a coward

And you forgot about the time that you cried for hours

And I was right there too

From the middle of the night til the skies clear blue

Now I’m answering private callers cause I got a funny feeling it might be you

Adhi adhi raat nit ut pehnde

Nain mere rohnde rehnde ne

Menu pehnde ne pulekhe tere rehnde

Nain mere rohnde rehnde ne

(In the middle of the night I wake up my eyes keep crying

I keep seeing you everywhere and my eyes keep crying)

It’s been four seasons, since you said you’re leaving

Keeping secrets who you been deceiving?

Not me, can we go back to the evening where we

Saw a shooting star and made a wish

If only it was for our happiness

Telling myself it wasn’t meant to be

And how it turned out was a mystery

I’m tryna act like you didn’t mean sh** to me

Like that counts as some kinda victory

Looking back how could I be so stubborn

I just want to press reset button

Now I’m all helpless, I didn’t believe you when you said I was selfish

But you told me karma would come back around and guess what today’s the day

that I felt it

Never thought I could end it

But you did even if I tried to mend it

The cracks in the glass are mistakes

We could leave it broken or make a mosaic

There’s beauty in that but life seems cruel

Your love is the cure to what I’ve been through

Now I’m answering private callers cause I got a funny feeling it might be you

There’s been a storm and memories are haunting

Leaves are falling and we’re reaching Autumn

And its been a while since we spoke

Days are shorter and I’m aching for ya

Trying to find a little piece of mind

But in the Winter time it’s too cold

Treading softly but the pain ain’t stopping

Have you forgotten when Spring would blossom

The places where we would go?

Close your eyes and do you remember smiling?

In the Summer time when the sun is shining

But now I’m here on my own