Numb - Phora

Look, I know I ain’t been myself lately

I’ve been feelin' like someone else lately

It’s prolly this empty Colt 45 that’s numbing the pain inside

Cause truthfully I ain’t felt lately

I’m still a sinner, I’m losing myself, I need a sign

I needed space, I needed love, I needed time

And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless

Until I realized that you just needed mine

That’s what I mean by «loving you never helps»

Cause I just can’t decide between loving you or myself

I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it

Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all of my loses, I know

What is like to lose somebody you love

And I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs

And I know what is like to have to let go of someone

Cause they hurt you so bad that you’re not the person you was

But they will never feel what I feel

In a world so fake I just need someone that’s real

I’ve been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill

I just can’t help but wonder if you think of me still

See, I’ve been losing my mind

I’ve been losing everybody I believed in

Anxiety is suffocating me, I’m barely breathing

I’m coping with the pain

Hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you

leaving

We always seem to run from those who love us the most

And we never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it’d last

Cause you left me when I needed you most

I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most

And never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it’d last,

we just hoping it’d last

Cause I know what is like to lose a person you love in

I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in

I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in