damaged inside - Phora

My life is better with you by my side

Yeah, I’ll never forget the way that you meet my eyes

I’m so tired

I’m tired, tired

I’m damaged inside

Yeah

I stare at the ceiling with this gun in my hand

As I sit alone in the room and

When I close my eyes, I try to be happy but I see my name on my tomb and

I fight with my demons and damage and flip it

But maybe it’s different for you, look

I try not to run from my thoughts but

I feel my death coming soon, uh

No point in living, everybody dies

Got me contemplating suicide

Lost the person who was closest to me

Now it’s only blood where his body lies

Soul snatched from the inside

Swear that I’m dead on the inside

You start to see life differently when you have to sit and watch your friends

die

Drown all my pain and my problems inside of a bottle until they defeat me

Pour up another one, 'til I get numb enough, all of my issues complete me

You tell me you love me, you say that you need me

Can’t tell by the way that you treat me

Too many things tryna break me down when I’m low

But I can’t let 'em beat me

Always stuck inside my head

The chances of me, endin' up dead from poppin' these pills

And dancin' the blade 'til the both of my wrists, 'til they start to bleed

reddish

What pain did I ever knew?

Too much to be gettin' through, I’m honestly tellin' you

That I feel the pain in your heart and you soul when I’m layin' right next to

you, fuck

My life is better with you by my side

Yeah, I’ll never forget the way that you meet my eyes

So tired

I’m tired, tired

I’m damaged inside