Disown - Notions

Bury the past

I pray for new temporality, guilt has surrounded me

I didn’t ask for all the mistakes that were holding me back

But I knew that the die had been cast

And now he is sitting there staring at me wanting pity

Now isn’t it fitting?

We’re even, you feel me?

I’m drowning him now

Tossing my shadow to flames, I’m sick of being the same

Sick of just being too weak to succeed and becoming content with the pain

Denying the bane, I am the catalyst trying to trigger the change

Look in the mirror I’m seeing him clearer, but all that I have distain

Down in a hole

You got me manic;

I’m stuck in a panic

I’m on my own

I’m not sure where I was going to go

Don’t stay, the longer you’re breathing the longer I’m feeling

I’m not me, the fake in the mirror I’m turning back into a weakling

I refuse, I disown you

I thought I learned that the cost of the gain would be losing all that I abuse

You’ve been a parasite for so damn long

I won’t be better off until you’re gone

I’m ripping you out of my skin hoping the demon within gather his kin

Fiends that were burrowed within, the ritual can now begin

Down in a hole

You got me manic;

I’m stuck in a panic

I’m on my own

I’m not sure where I was going

But I turned around

Left all my dark days for the life on the highway

Flex on me now

Hate that I was you, but now I don’t need you

All I’ve gone through, I disown you

My life’s brand new, I don’t need you

Tired of fuckin up, I am now coming up

Really just don’t give a shit

The man in the mirror’s the one I’ve been fearing

‘Cus he is the demon within