Confide - Notions

Bones ice-cold to the core

Bottles filled with ice-cold water from the store

Thinking way too much about the past when I’m alone

Life is on the road, but Imma always think of home

Mama says my actions are so thoughtless, but promises were forgotten

I’m bad at just being honest, how selfish I’ve really gotten

Tell my mama she deserved a better son

Tell my father one day he’ll be proud of what I’ve done

All I can say is that I hope that you think I’m alright

As bright as I am in the daytime, I’m hollow at night

And I really can’t stay

You’re my home, I’m on fire

I can’t say that I am alright, so we fight

To live in the daytime and fall out at night

Mama always told me my difference would make me beautiful

I know its true;

I just can’t help but feel like I’m pitiful

Tell my family sorry that I caused ‘em so much grief

Tell my sisters sorry they’re related to a thief

I just don’t deserve the love I’m sittin' steady saturating

Threw my life away for this music, I’m just infatuated

Thank you for your patience I know that you been frustrated with me

I just know that soon enough you’ll see what I’ve created really

All I can say, is that I’m sick of the way that we fight each time

I recede to the shadows where I can confide

And I feel it each day

I’m so cold, I’m alone, I don’t think there’s no healing in sight this time

Now I seem on the verge of just saying goodbye