Mind Games - Incisive, Rukhsana Merrise

Left all alone with just my fear

The fire of my thoughts are clear

Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere

Telling me

Ive wasted all these years…

I Can’t wait with my thumb out

Life might pass me by

I’d rather run out

Middle of the road

And try My hardest

God gave me one shot

Take my shot Just above the target

Call me an artist…

Get your drum out

Take away the snare — Work that sum out

Take away the gas and the air Ur just flat out — tired

Work that out and ur hired!

Great!

Juxtapose pianos, 808's

Yea its «One of those» Mate

One of those nights

When u detox

No bottles to pop

The flashing lights don’t flash… And the Beats stops

Just Long enough to realise

What we got

And what we haven’t got yet

Lights go out then everything is shown up

Years moving by — still not yet ready

To be grown up

Dont stop dont stop

'Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out

Then my thoughts start to talk to me

What we ought to have done and where we ought to be

And when reality hits.

I mean really hits its like one card — something that we

can’t deal with

See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick

Find someone I could deal with

Thats until it

Stops

If I lose my mind

Maybe I will find you

We’ll be flying high

Places you can’t climb too

When I lose my mind

Maybe I will find you

We’ll be flying high

Places they can’t climb to

Talking…

Until they all fade away

Either that or these thoughts will win

Need to rap but the job don’t pay

Feelin trapped wanna be like ali cannot box me in

And im… Wondering if rapping don’t happen then

Something will lack in dragon and

If I can’t breath fire don’t need george to come and slay me

Lay me back in them

Dungeons

Caught up my in my own fears

Some things I don’t want brought up

Now they right here

Scratchin on the surface

Getting worse its

Me building myself — ikea

Got No idea why I’m right here

Only fools toss fuels on they fear

But

What if and how long?

I couldn’t sleep living in a nightmare

Dont stop dont stop

Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out

Then my thoughts start to talk to me

What we ought to have done and where we ought to be

And when reality hits.

I mean really hits its like one card — something that we

can’t deal with

See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick

Find someone I could deal with

Thats until it

Stops

If I lose my mind

Maybe I will find you

We’ll be flying high

Places you can’t climb too

When I lose my mind

Maybe I will find you

We’ll be flying high

Places they can’t climb to

Talking…

Left all alone with just my fear

The fire of my thoughts are clear

Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere

Telling me

Ive wasted all these years

Talking to myself again

Tryna fight these demons inside

Had to much time

To play with my mind