911 - Ellise

Don’t think I can take it

With every drama a piece of me dies

Like some kind of sadist

I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes

He knows that I’m lovesick

He kissed me and promised I will be alright

We both know it’s bullshit

The longer I’m with him the less I’m alive

Doctors on the other line

Cause he’s not coming home tonight

And I just took my very last pill

Need something to numb the pain

Demons knocking on my brain

I think they’re coming in for the kill

Nine one one, I need someone

My baby plays me like a game

I’m not having fun

Nine one one, tell him he’s won

My heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause

I, I, I gotta lose my guy

Or I’m, I’m, I’m gonna lose my mind

You must think that I’m crazy

Well he does too so I guess that makes three

Need someone to save me

I’d really appreciate if you’d intervene

Doctors on the other line

Cause he’s not coming home tonight

Can’t seem to find my bottle of pills

Swear to God I’m not insane

The voices only say his name

When I’m starting to think that they’re real (scream)

Nine one one, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I’m not having fun (not having fun)

Nine one one, tell him he’s

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause (gotta be, gotta be done)

I, I, I gotta lose my guy

Or I’m, I’m, I’m gonna lose my mind

Nine one one, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I’m not having fun (not having fun)

Nine one one, tell him he’s

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause (gotta be, gotta be done)

I, I, I gotta lose my guy

Or I’m, I’m, I’m gonna lose my mind