Nightmares - Ellise

Sinking, so sick of thinking

Of all the things you need from me

Who you think that I should be?

Itching to feel you with me

But I can do that to myself

Touch so soft but words the kill

I wanna look past it, cause you’re such a habit

But I’m made out of glass and

Some wounds you just can lick

The crimes that you have committed

You hold them against me

No nights, without you I can’t dream

So now I see you in my nightmares

(Or not at all)

All by myself, drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it’s strange

I’m dealing with the pain

I’m having nightmares, nightmares

You’re to blame

Crawling, I know you’re calling

Your number on my shattered screen

Type your name my fingers bleed

I wanna look past it, developed a habit

Cause I’m made out of glass and

Gun wounds you just can’t fix

The lies you’ve told me have damaged my heart

And I’m manic

Tonight I’m sleeping in panic

So now I see you in my nightmares

(Or not at all)

All by myself, drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it’s strange

I’m dealing with the pain

I’m having nightmares, nightmares

You’re to blame

So now I see you in my nightmares

(Or not at all)

All by myself, drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it’s strange

I’m dealing with the pain

I’m having nightmares, nightmares

You’re to blame

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah

You’re to blame, yeah, you’re to blame, yeah