END IN MIND. - deadbeatteen, Yesterday, thebreathingbackwards

On average I been feeling less than lowkey

I been riding solo plot twist, this ain’t no movie

My inconsistency to breathe

Has taken toll on my lungs, gasping for love

I swallow the knife whole

(I swallow the knife whole)

Just to cut out my heart

Just to show you I’m able

To fuck up my life

Put an end to this fable

My ears start to ring

And my head starts to spin

Where the fuck have you been?

Don’t just stand there, come in

It takes everything in me

To make it through another day

At least they start and end with you

At least they used to

I’m saying we’ll see how it goes later on

I don’t know what to do

I’m in a fucking mood

I’ve been wasting my day inside of my bed

I can’t fucking move

Don’t try to call me now

Don’t try to calm me down

I need a break so I can rebuild

I’m sorry you saw me drown

Drown in my thoughts

I know I’m a lie but I been alone with the demons

In my head, they’re all that I got

They’re all that I got, they pull me apart

I drown in my thoughts