Forgive Me - Bmike

«Hey, it’s me

Uh, I don’t know why you made this decision, but —

I don’t think you know what you’re doing…

I gonna miss you so much…

Please call me back.»

If I died right now, would you live in peace?

If you lied right now, I would still believe

'Cause I’m a fool for love, that’s what you made of me

And when you fell for me, did you take that leap?

'Cause when you took my heart you left a vacancy

And this fairytale is just a make belief

But you believed in me from the start

Gave me the address and the key to your heart

I don’t even know why the fuck I’m mad

'Cause I would be the one who would tear you apart

I hurt you and all you ever did was love me

But I just couldn’t give what you wanted from me

If I could trade it all to revoke your pain

I’ll do it in a flash and give all the fame

I’ll give up all this money, till there’s none left over

I’ll take back the burden I left on your shoulder

I’d give up every fuckin drop that’s in this liquor bottle that I numb the pain

with when I’m feeling sober

I write these flows and I think of you

Then I turned around and did the unthinkable

But the worst thing I could’ve done was make you believe that this relationship

was not sinkable

Forgive me…

Gave me all of you

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness…

Gave you none of me

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness…

Baby, please forgive me, I’m sorry…

I’m sorry for that bullshit I put you through

I said baby, please forgive me, I’m honest…

I’m honest when I tell you I did it for you

I did it all for you when I told you that it’s over

I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure

So baby, please forgive me, I’m sorry…

I know right now it’s saddening but soon you’ll be happy again

If you could just forgive me…

She said what the fuck you mean «forgive you»?

I ell me why in the world would

I do that shit?

Everything I did was for you, but don’t take my word, I can prove that shit

I gave up my whole life for you, my career, even my dreams

Just so you could achieve yours, and just to show you how much you mean to me

baby

You just got up and go, catch a plane and then leave without me

Feelings don’t just disappear though, yesterday you said that you crazy bout me

Never lied to you, I never needed to

I never doubted you, I never cheated you

Never disrespected you

Tell me Michael, did you ever fuckin love me?

Did you?

Did you even mean it when you told me «baby, trust me»?

And if you can’t admit it, don’t answer it

'Cause I’ll never trust again, nope

Not for you, not any nigga

You think I never had options?

Boy, don’t you know that there were many niggas

I had this man, and that man, even one of your boys in my DM’s

And I never replied once, here;

go through my phone, you can see 'em!

Because honestly I’m so sick and tired

I’m sick of you and I’m sick of fighting

If you gonna go then just go

Cause I ain’t got the fuckin time to keep tryin!

All my life I been hurt and cheated on

Everybody left and just did me wrong

I was fuckin there before anybody knew you or the words to your songs

And I fuckin hate what you have done to me

Does it even just hurt you to some degree?

I wish you never ever told me you’re in love with me

I fuckin hate you, I fuckin hate that I love you so much…

Gave me all of you

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness…

Gave you none of me

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness…

Baby, please forgive me, I’m sorry…

I’m sorry for that bullshit I put you through

I said baby, please forgive me, I’m honest…

I’m honest when I tell you I did it for you

I did it all for you when I told you that it’s over

I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure

So baby, please forgive me, I’m sorry…

I know right now it’s saddening but soon you’ll be happy again

If you could just forgive me…

I know towards the end we had our differences

And we’d fight and argue and say hurtful things to one another

I’m sorry I couldn’t do or give you the things you expected of me

But I truly am happy for you

And I hope he’s ain’t gonna do that

So I hope you can accept this apology

And find it within your heart — forgive me…