Beautiful Scar - Alicia Moffet

It hurt

It really hurt at first

I’m not good with feelings

And talking only makes it worse

Never believed in

Anything I couldn’t see

But for some reason

You’re gone and it feels bittersweet

'Cause all you left

Is a beautiful scar

But it’s enough

To feel light in the dark

I hope you’re there

If heaven’s a real place

I hope you’re there

And you’re better now

And that it’s everything you thought it would be

I guess all I want you to know

Is that it’s hard but I’m letting you go

It’s not fair

Oh, no

Take care

You know

I wanted you to carry on

But it’s okay

Just hope you’re proud of what I’ve become

Wish you could meet them

They’re everything you wanted for me

Wish you could see how

I figured it out and I found peace

'Cause all you left

Was a beautiful scar

But it’s enough

To feel light in the dark

I hope you’re there

If heaven’s a real place

I hope you’re there

And you’re better now

And that it’s everything you thought it would be

I guess all I want you to know

Is that it’s hard but I’m letting you go

It’s not fair

Oh, no

Oh, and you were working every day to come back to ungrateful faces

And you just could not take anymore

And it was hard and I felt helpless

And I wish I could have said this

But you left and I accept it now

Hope you’re there

If heaven’s a real place

I hope you’re there

And you’re better now

And that it’s everything you thought it would be

I guess all I want you to know

Is that it’s hard but I’m letting you go

I hope you’re there

Oh, no

Take care

Take care