Survival - Adult Mom

I saw her later and I was just like

«Sorry for making you cry»

And she was like, «It's okay!!»

I don’t know if my mom loves me anymore

She says that I am changing, I am not what she bargained for

I set fire to abusers like a war, I am a terror

But I don’t know what it is I fight for

And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything

I survive because I have died

And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything

I survive because I have died

And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked

I set up walls but make sure to include windows

And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked

I set up walls but make sure to include windows

And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything

I survive because I have died

And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything

I survive because I have died

And maybe in a year, I will learn to love the fear

And maybe in a year, I will not feel like a bad queer