Lose/Recover - Adult Mom

had a dream i was underground

to a point i stopped trying to get found

climbed my way out and filled the hole

with flower seeds and much richer soil

looked at myself closely in a mirror

took the dark parts that were causing this fever

placed them with one large oak seed

realized then i was just trying to get green

yeah i lost love, love does what it does

thought i lost me but there i was

thought i lost me but it came to be

momentarily lapse of happily