Just Kidding - Waterparks

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I wouldn’t have to check my phone

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I could spend a day alone

And not feel like everybody hates me

Making plans on another planet daily, lately

I wish I was dead sometimes

Ah-ha, I’m just kidding

I packaged up my pain today

And wrapped the box in cellophane

It’s clear so I can see inside

To watch the worst of me escape

But I like your apartment

I like how your hair smells

It buries all my problems

Until I forget the details

That’s all I can talk about without hurting your feelings

So check out all the love I get, it’s fake

And doesn’t happen at all

It doesn’t happen at all (at all)

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I wouldn’t have to check my phone

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I could spend a day alone

And not feel like everybody hates me

Making plans on another planet daily, lately

I wish I was dead sometimes

Ah-ha, I’m just kidding

I buried all my pain today

Shallow, not too far away (not far)

If you looked then you could see inside (inside)

And watch the worst of me escape

Plan A, Plan B

Remember I’m still hurting

Mental, physical, and cyclical but what they hand me

Plan C, plan D

You can’t kill what you can’t see

I’ll take on every little thing you hand me

But I like your apartment

I like how your hair smells

It buries all my problems

Until I forget the details

That’s all I can talk about without hurting your feelings

So check out all the love I get, it’s fake

And doesn’t happen at all

It doesn’t happen at all (at all)

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I wouldn’t have to check my phone

I wish I was dead sometimes

So I could spend a day alone

And not feel like everybody hates me

Making plans on another planet daily, lately

I wish I was dead sometimes

Ah-ha, I’m just kidding

(He's just joking, it’s alright)

Not far away

(And repeat)