Special - VI Seconds

While you were on some different shit

Ignoring everything that I told you I needed

Didn’t want to leave but I got too much pride to ever beg and use and plead and

Sittin' in your presence lookin' at you

Longing for you but we do no speaking

Reminiscing on us kissing seeing distance

Going over several reasons

Why the fuck I want you so bad?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck you make me so mad?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck you make me so sad?

(Why the fuck?)

Why did God make you so bad?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck you cut me when you talk?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck I love to watch you walk?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck you always down to leave?

(Why the fuck?)

Why the fuck you always in my dreams?

(Why the fuck?)

How the fuck you get it in them jeans?

(How the fuck?)

How the fuck you always got me hurting?

(How the fuck?)

I’ll give you the world upon a platter

You return the love with disservice

Take the hits and ice them with a smile

Moving off the faith it gets better

Part of me thinking that it won’t

But I can’t help but want you more than ever

The mailbox is full and cannot accept any messages at this time, goodbye

Ain’t nothing greater than the feeling you get waking up to someone that you

think loves you back

Ain’t no worse feeling than cherishing and giving your all to someone only to

see they don’t appreciate you, life…

I just wanted your attention (I just wanted your attention)

I just wanted your affection (I just wanted your affection)

I just wanted to feel special (I just wanted to feel special)

Cuz my love is not a rental (Cuz my love is not a rental)

I just wanted you to focus (I just wanted you to focus)

Doing things I hope you notice (Doing things I hope you notice)

I just hope you didn’t blow this (I just hope you didn’t blow this)

I just hope you didn’t blow this (I just hope you didn’t blow this)

Aye, I got this aching in my chest (Yeah Yeah)

That comes back when we argue (Yeah Yeah)

The sharpest pains that pierce the heart like a harpoon

I watch as we decay (Watch as we decay)

I watch the scenes replay (Watch the scenes replay)

I pray we gon' be good (Pray we gon' be good)

I wait through the delay (Let's get it)

I tried to be everything you wanted

And all you did was laugh at me

And tell me I’m not what you want

And you don’t think you’ll come back to me

That’s so ugly (So ugly)

To think it’d come from a masterpiece

I chase you so much that my physique is that of an athlete

And I’m still running cuz you still running

It’s like this shit is all a game to you

Balled fist till my palm was bleeding when I think another nigga laid with you

What a fucking idiot, I’m fucking serious

You always giving me ya ass to kiss

Yet I love you through all the pains

When the fuck did I become a masochist?

I don’t understand (I don’t understand)

You make me wanna scream till I sit here voiceless

I got a taste of how fine you are but saving it is the sweetest poison

The soul of a man (Soul of a man)

Without a thing to hide (Without a thing to hide)

There’s hope when it’s time (Hope when it’s time)

That I’ll want you to be mine (Want you to be mine)

We’re sorry, the number you have dialed is not in service at this time

Being in love is damn near an addiction

With time spent, emotion grows

And that person becomes a vital part of your peace and happiness

And they say that distance makes the heart grow fonder cuz you miss them

But it also drives you fucking crazy…

I just wanted your attention (I just wanted your attention)

I just wanted your affection (I just wanted your affection)

I just wanted to feel special (I just wanted to feel special)

Cuz my love is not a rental (Cuz my love is not a rental)

I just wanted you to focus (I just wanted you to focus)

Doing things I hope you notice (Doing things I hope you notice)

I just hope you didn’t blow this (I just hope you didn’t blow this)

I just hope you didn’t blow this (I just hope you didn’t blow this)

While I sit and hope that I ain’t blow it

We both tripped and don’t I know it

You would tell me just what you need

And I would slack when it’s time to show it

I would tell you stop being cold

If you really love me then fucking show it

You and I make the perfect team

We just goin' through a whole bit of growing

We bump heads and I make atonement

Now I want us only making moments

So many stories up inside our book

Be a shame if it made a closing

In a different zone trynna get it together

Bad thoughts for my head here

Still trynna call and say I love you

But it’s falling on deaf ears…