Sittin' Here - Verb T, BVA

These people are not crazy, they strong people

Maybe their environment is a little sick

It’s Verb T man, I’m bad to the bone marrow

But our insecurities make us so shallow

We act funny, want praise and attention

We ego trippin' in a crazy dimension

Act dumb to impress the opposite sex

And we then get — the opposite of sex

Misdirect energy like internet dependencies

You might laugh but that’s a big threat and its meant to be

Got no social life outside a social site

So when you start to feel lonely are you so surprised?

But fears become less when they vocalised

So come on don’t be shy, let 'em go, hold the mic

Address the public, come on let’s discuss things

I got a fuckin' illness in my gut, its disgusting

What man?

I’m just sharing I’m old now fuck caring

I’m walking through an old town the locals are just staring

Feeling alien my speech now failing them

I’m able to communicate with pen and a piece of paper

Can’t control this obsessive compulsive

My thoughts popping off uncontrollable explosion

I’m sittin' here thinking, man I’m just thinking, nah I’m just sittin' here

If it could be different, then I’d just blink and man I’d just disappear

But then I think different, overcome symptoms, suddenly things are clear

I’m sittin' here thinking, man I’m just thinking, nah I’m just sittin' here

It seems stupid, laughing at myself and how I do shit

Talking to myself in my head like, who’s this?

I always thought a lot since I rocked the two fish

Still you gotta laugh when you shouldn’t like we’re school kids!

Fuck what the rules is, I'm a mad joker

I’m hyped (high?) but like an alcoholic see me sad sober

Sometimes making people happy when inside I ain’t

It’s just the picture that my mind knows and tries to paint

A younger me thought they pushed him to the brink and said «Over think»,

«Over drink» quick where the fuck’s the sink?

But he didn’t know shit

Thinking with his glow stick

Chemical corrosive, spurt the mind that grow quick

And I see everybody frontin'

Insecurities glowing on the night like pumpkins

I function the same, but have to laugh cause it’s all bull shit

The human conditioning that my head’s filled with