Numb - Vårum

You and I seemed so right to begin with

Picture perfect, great on paper

What the hell was I even on

Cos I can pinpoint the exact moment I realised

The battle fought, you’d won

Ooh

Our bodies intertwined, your hand a perfect fit in mine

Now all we had has only turned into regret down the line

I was insane

Hoping you could change

You’ll always be the one my eyes met

Across that crowded floor

Was all in vain

Cos you never let me in

Out of my mind and I must have been blind

I’m numb to the core

I was a fool just like before

How could I get it so wrong

When we always lost our way

I put up with your shit

And I don’t know how I let you stay

You were bad news

And I knew it from the start

But you went on to play your part brilliantly

So you could place the blame on me

I was insane

Waiting on you to change

You’ll always be the one you were

All those many boys before

Was all in vain

Cos you never let me in

Out of my depth and it felt so wrong

I’m numb to the core

I was a fool just like before

So you didn’t think it’d sting so hard

That love could ever turn you down or tear into your heart

You never saw it coming, my makeshift life imploding

On the day we fell apart

I was insane

Thinking you could change

You’ll always be the one who made love feel like war

Was all in vain

Cos I always let you in

You made me weak when I should have been strong

I’m numb to the core