sick mind - Twiztid

I’m in such a fucking dark place

I look in the mirror but I don’t know who that is

I just know that is not my face

Feeling unusual that is my usual, albeit beautiful mind state

What will I do to you?

Maybe some voodoo

Who knows what I’ll try, I’m so sick in the mind

That the doctors will tell you there’s nothing that they can prescribe

All that aside, how many times have I woke up at night

From the whispers and voices from shadows who tell me tell me it’s murder

tonight?

And I hurd 'em like cattle, wait, I don’t think I’m even using it right

Like confusing a spoon with the knife

And I feel like I’m losing it

Might be a lunatic in front of you

And him and you and him, I’m wondering (Why am I doing this?)

I’m on the loose, I just escaped

I was just looking for somewhere to stay

'Til he went away and then there was you, he was there too

Just molesting, I’m through with you guessing

Just shut the fuck up, it’s about to get messy, so stop the confessing

It’s too late, I bet they were begging but you kept progressing

And you were there pressing the button, recording it all

So I welcome you both to the end of it

I’ma be person that’s ending it

Funny how the mind can be intertwined with the dark side

From a thin line of a maniacal salt mine, the benefit

Who gives a shit?

It’s irrelevant

Like contaminated evidence, I do it for the hell of it

And medicine ain’t helping it, so murder is my element

(Murder is my element)

Have you ever come in contact with a sick mind?

(Sick mind)

The shadows are the only ones ever listening

(Are the only ones ever listening)

I can’t even walk on a thin line

Balance along it one more time

Pay attention and you’ll find

That a sick mind is a product of the world we’re living in

Have you ever come in contact with a sick mind?

(Sick mind)

The shadows are the only ones ever listening

(Are the only ones ever listening)

I can’t even walk on a thin line

Balance along it one more time

Pay attention and you’ll find

That a sick mind is a product of the world we’re living in

Imperfections, less than perfect

Examining inward for outward purpose

These spoken words, they provide a service

To those who need them, they’re feeling worthless

These feelings surface in times like these

World can make you feel you’re a disease

Been there, done that, got lost, came back

Which race, lost track, so familiar

Constantly cold like it’s always December

Lack of emotions, I cannot remember

Going through notions to fit in society

All the while quietly feeling no better

This anger, it holds it together

Just like the stitches and staples and capital letters

In all of my letters I write to myself

In an effort to try to lend my future help

Don’t think it charity, think of it legacy

Moment they bury me, I’ll be alive in the songs

And they carry me off in the wind

As it manifest destiny?

Still they gon' question me

Tell me exactly what people expect of me

Silence is deafening, still no accepting me

Still no peace up in my heart while my soul is protecting me

I’m my own enemy, no need defending me

I’ll be alive in the revelry, generally lost in the empathy

Mentally find an identity, words are my weaponry

Still no serenity, world will not let me be

So I become what they need of me

Killing my needs and defeating me

Bringing me down to the point where I look in the mirror

And wonder why you still believe in me

(Do you believe in me?)

Have you ever come in contact with a sick mind?

(Sick mind)

The shadows are the only ones ever listening

(Are the only ones ever listening)

I can’t even walk on a thin line

Balance along it one more time

Pay attention and you’ll find

That a sick mind is a product of the world we’re living in

Have you ever come in contact with a sick mind?

(Sick mind)

The shadows are the only ones ever listening

(Are the only ones ever listening)

I can’t even walk on a thin line

Balance along it one more time

Pay attention and you’ll find

That a sick mind is a product of the world we’re living in

Dark Place

I’m in such a fucking dark place

Dark place, dark place, d-d-d-dark place

I’m in such a fucking dark place

Dark place, dark place, d-d-d-dark place