Lonely on Christmas - Twiztid

Love this holiday

Just leave me lonely

Let me fade away

I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year

Just leave me lonely

Let me hide beside my fears

December 25th 1994

3 car pile up on the 2-way road

Only one survived and you already know

That it was me but the driver from the end of his road

Now I’m making phone calls to everyone he knows

Ruinin everybody’s holiday spirit but I suppose

They hear it from the poet who made it

Even worse than yall know

I ain’t do it to hurt, I’m already feeling lower than dirt

Like I’m leaving the earth

Just to be alone separated from life’s birth

The world segregates and leave me to be on this Christmas

Cause it’s still a little bit too much to deal with

Alone I sit tryna keep it together

But the more drunk I get the more I remember

That fateful night when you lost your life

And ever since then in my heart Christmas don’t feel right

Love this holiday

Just leave me lonely

Let me fade away

I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year

Just leave me lonely

Let me hide beside my fears

No more songs being sung in harmony

No more door to door carolers come to bother me

Leave me alone rather be buried in snow

Than to let this feeling that I’m feeling have the chance to carry on

I’m like Ebeneezer but I’m down in the dumps

Hope the ghost of Christmas future had the feel to lift me up

Put me back amongst the rest with the smiles of joy

The way you used to captivate me when I was a little boy

Its been a long time since and each and every Christmas

Grow a little bit colder and further from happiness

Now I would never ever want to ruin your time of cheer

So I will keep my distance and sit right here

All alone and by myself not even a Christmas tree

I’m embarrassed at the thoughts you’re probably thinking of me

So I won’t think about it

I just close my eyes in a cold dark room as I refuse to try to

Love this holiday

Just leave me lonely

Let me fade away

I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year

Just leave me lonely

Let me hide beside my fears

They say that time passes on and it heals all wounds

But this one cut a little too deep and I assume

Which is fine on my feet I can walk out of the gloom

That consumes me like the walls on the room

Been lying for when its finally through

When I could move on

But for now, Christmas is just too wrong

Wish I could sing a new song

Instead I’m chucking deuces like a two prong

Love this holiday

Just leave me lonely

Let me fade away

I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year

Just leave me lonely

Let me hide beside my fears

Yo minding your own

Digging alone

Giving me the gift

You better get gone

You look in the mail

Don’t answer the phone

Then fuck off in the car

And get in your zone

Yo minding your own

Digging alone

Giving me the gift

You better get gone

You look in the mail

Don’t answer the phone

Then fuck off in the car

And get in your zone

Yo minding your own

Digging alone

Giving me the gift

You better get gone

You look in the mail

Don’t answer the phone

Then fuck off in the car

And get in your zone

Yo minding your own

Digging alone

Giving me the gift

You better get gone

You look in the mail

Don’t answer the phone

Then fuck off in the car

And get in your zone