Burnout - Traitors, Trevor Strnad

You can’t just change over night

They say it’s all in my head

So just relax, alright?

That’s what they always say

They’re just getting sick of my shit

So they push me away

It’s not like I want this for the rest of my life

But I know if I recover I know

There are signs of damage

I’m a fucking burnout, a deadhead

Being pulled along by, I’m dreading

What put me in this position?

I’ve given false hope

For even thinking I could cope

With all these dark epiphanies

Where I realize something’s wrong with me

You can’t just change over night

They say it’s all in my head

So just relax, alright?

That’s what they always say

They’re just getting sick of my shit

So they push me away

It’s not like, I want this for the rest of my life

But I know if I recover I know

There are signs of damage

I’m a fucking burnout, a deadhead

Being pulled along by, I’m dreading

What put me in this position?

I’ve given false hope

For even thinking I could cope

With all these dark epiphanies

Where I realize something’s wrong with me

You can’t just change over night

They say it’s all in my head

So just relax, alright?

That’s what they always say

They’re just getting sick of my shit, so they push me away

It’s not like I want this for the rest of my life

But I know if I recover I know

There are signs of damage

And all day long

I’d worry about everybody but myself

To keep me from thinking so miserably

And all day long

The terrors fissure through my flesh

And bring out a selfish empathy

Well now all day

Because my terrors have caused decay

I’ve become so selfish, I push everybody away

My dark epiphanies where I realize something’s wrong

Wrong with me