Demon - Tonedeff

Anxiety

Up in the morning I feel the immediate beat of my heart that is speeding up

Feeding a demon that’s seeking to eat at my being

I get up to pee and I think of a million things that I need to achieve

And the chi is depleting I’m sinking while dreaming of singing

I’m brushing my teeth, and I’m seeing the bleeding

My vigorous scrubbing is leaving the gums till they’re bloody and beaten

My stomach is screaming for something appealing to munch in the PM

But what I’ve been dealing with really been keeping my hunger receding

I want to proceed but I’m weak, and wiggin the fuck out I’m freaking

I’m stuck in a rut and the wheels of my brain have been peeling away in the

deep of the mud

And I’m eager to rush to the people to bust on the beats in the club

But the meetings they come by the dozen, with none of em seeming to budge

(Jesus!) There’s nothing to for me to become

If I’m happy to sit on my ass and imagine my team had a buzz

And it’s never been easy for us, and then seeing the fuss over green little

fucks that the media trumps while they leave us to eat up the crumbs

(Egregious)

And little by little I’m chipping away at the brittle facade of my will

To fulfill the ambitions I had as a child

Anxiety riddled, when time is an issue — I’m bound

(You will not slow me down!)

I’m driven to finish the mission, no matter the prison I sit in

Is mental or physical, when did this shit go to trial?

Possessed by a negative sense of denial and doubt

GET OUT MY HEAD!

O DEMON

Trial

Ladies & Gentlemen, May I direct attention to gaze on the evidence

That has been getting me fed up whenever presenting it

Let it be known to the jury and judge of the court that I’m seeking a settlement

And a conviction to put the defendant to death

And I meant it when I said my etiquette wasn’t as elegant

When I’m addressing this Son of a bitch in my presence

I bet if I let you reflect on elements that have been set up ahead of the

Sentencing, you would agree with the sentiment — O, Demon

Look at the skeleton.

People, now who could you tell it is?

Who do you know that could truly renew it to sediment, ruin the specimen

Who in the hell be as decadent,?

Part of his nature — a testament

To be compelled to kill — whether he had the intent is irrelevant

Who is the addict of adding the panic, until you need medicine

Brutally batter executives, sicken the pitiful peasant

The funeral debt is tremendous, we’ll get a confession!

Or better yet —

2 to a cell — if it’s time and anxiety in bed together

This beautiful serial killer has managed to kill everyone on the

Planet 100% of the time, And his record is perfect

And I will admit that I kind of admire that sort of commitment

Denying the feat — you’re committing a crime with that bit of assertion-

I’m ripping the curtain, revealing the truth and they get to observe it

I’m beginning to see the effects and he’s getting so nervous

If our bodies regenerate why in the fuck do we celebrate

Dying a day at a time from the poison he' gave us when birth hit

And I’ve had it, no matter the verdict, I’m taking the law and I’m skirting it

Doing it dirty, I’m bringing the murderer down

If it’s sounding like I’m in a hurry, or cursing you out

(You will not slow me down!)

I want it so bad that I hate it, I’m breaking the barrier — racing

To win everything cause I made it personal vow

So either I die when I try or I throw in the towel

UGH!

GET OUT MY HEAD!

O' DEMON

I don’t wanna wake up.

I don’t wake up

I don’t wanna wake up.

Anymore

I feel it when I wake up, like I just exposed a nerve

Cannot shake the feeling — I left a single stone unturned

I feel it when I wake up, like I just exposed a nerve

Cannot shake the feeling — I left a single stone unturned

I know your relentless, you’ll never stop coming to tear me to pieces

You hunting me, Crushing me, running me into the ground

Till I vanish when breaking the fucking speed of sound

You will not slow me down!

I know that I’m living on time that I borrowed

And maybe tomorrow’s the day that I finally take my applause and bow

I will not wake up in a panic again, starting now!

GET OUT MY HEAD!

O DEMON