Ugly - Thomston

I wasn’t ugly

Until you didn’t want me

So don’t leave me with this noise inside my mind

It’s eating me alive

'Cause you filled the vacant spaces

I fortified the walls around us

But this home is not a home without you here

I wasn’t empty

Until I saw you leaving

And there’s a part of you that loved me even if you hate it

And there’s a part of me that loved you at your worst

And there’s a part of you that’s terrified that you’ll never feel anything

But you can find a girl and make it work

Oh you weren’t worried

Until you saw them watching

Oh they’ve been sanding down the edges

And I barely even recognize your face

Yeah, I saw you at the cafe

And you’re never looking happy

So don’t lie to me and tell me you’re okay

'Cause you don’t hate me

You just can’t face yourself

There’s a part of you that loved me even if you hate it

And there’s a part of me that loved you at your worst

And there’s a part of you that’s terrified that you’ll never feel anything

But you can find a girl and make it work

You were so callous in your selfish ideation

Oh yeah I pulled you from the ledge

And you gave Jesus all the credit

Every field that we ran through is devastated

All turned to parking lots and outlet malls

Just so people could feel steady

There’s a part of you that loved me even if you hate it

And there’s a part of me that loved you at your worst

And there’s a part of you that’s terrified that you’ll never feel anything

But you can find a girl and make it work