Marilyn, My Bitterness - The Crüxshadows

I don’t understand

how you’ve done these things to me

I can not comprehend your

lack of loyalty

For you I would have shaken down

the heavens from the sky

But it seems my love was stronger than this

love of yours that died

Did you think it wouldn’t hurt?

Did you think I wouldn’t feel

when the world came falling down?

Or maybe you didn’t think at all

and that’s why I feel what I feel now

Did you think I wouldn’t fall?

Did you think I wouldn’t cry?

Did you think I wouldn’t beg you to stay?

One of these days you’re gonna realize

just what you’ve thrown away

Now I lie here in this empty bed

and all I think about is you

And I wonder if you miss me now

and if your bed is empty too

(bridge)

Marilyn my bitterness

I’ve fallen to a stranger nightmare

Marilyn, oh Marilyn

I cannot break away

Marilyn my bitterness

I’ve fallen to a stranger nightmare

Marilyn, oh Marilyn

I cannot find my way

I’ll absorb this agony

I’ll carry all this pain

I’ll wipe away this emptiness

I’ll purify this stain

My wings will fold around me now

for once a one was two

and my memory is a monument

that will always stand for you

(bridge)

(chorus)

Now must I go away?