Feelin - Tessa Violet

Spent the winter pretendin' I’m okay

And I love a sinner ‘cause they look the other way

But I been goin' under, pretendin' that I’m okay

I am a girl of thunder, wishin' all the world away like

Wine with dinner, I talk but I don’t say

How I been (Feelin')

How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)

All of these (Feelings)

Oh do you want me now?

How I been (Feelin')

Pretendin' I’m (Dealin' without, hey!)

But I ain’t (Feelin')

Or do you want me out?

Ha!

Was it easy, decidin' you’re not mine?

Do you feel me?

Do I ever cross your mind?

And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all

I don’t deserve to find my footing just to fall in

Wine with dinner, I talk but I don’t say

How I been (Feelin')

How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)

All of these (Feelings)

Oh do you want me now?

How I been (Feelin')

Pretendin' I’m (Dealin' without, hey!)

But I ain’t (Feelin')

Or do you want me out?

Ha!

Now, voice, I don’t need you to crack

No tellin' what you might say that I can’t take back

And I don’t think I can open up the door

I’m afraid to give a voice to what I’m wanting for

So I don’t, or I can’t, or I won’t

But it’s like I’m goin' crazy

Thinkin' about, mmm

How I been (Feelin')

How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)

All of these (Feelings)

Oh do you want me now?

How I been (Feelin')

Pretendin' I’m (Dealin' without, hey!)

But I ain’t (Feelin')

Or do you want me out?

Ha!