Sumtimes - TapRoot

What I excel in best\nIs my excessiveness\nSELF deprecation\nI hate myself sometimes\nHow can I be down when all that I want is in my reach\nWhat’s wrong with me?\nFuck it\nSumtimes I can feel so touch and go\nSumtimes I feel my self esteem is low\nSumtimes… at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful\nBeautiful\nAnd if I wasn