Suicide - Tantal

With every day my hope fades away.

Dreams are oppressed by cruel reality.

I don’t believe in better life.

Depression prevails, I see nothing.

Something inside doesn’t give me rest.

It orders me: «Finish your quest!»

Suicidal thoughts are in my mind…

It drives me mad;

I can’t bear this torment.

All strength are lost but the voices are calling.

Suicidal thoughts are in my mind…

I’m a slave of my destiny;

my life is pain.

I see no way out, and I can’t escape

From this horrible thoughts.

They shout in my head and send me damnation.

I see terrible dreams, I feel devastation.

I’m going to commit suicide!

Oh, God!

I can’t find a reason to live.

Hey, God!

Don’t be so cold!

I don’t believe

In lie

That surrounds me all my life.

Hey, you!

I’m going to leave this world behind

Leave this world+behind

I’ve lost myself in the chaos of life.

Cruelty, hate, evil and lie

Take us down, kill ours mind

They’re like a slow poison, mankind is blind.

Lifeless existence has come to an end,

Pain will gone with a shot in the head.

Now Death is taking it’s toll:

One shot, silence