Seeking Nights - Sylvan

Shadows of twilight, like a sign of might, conquers greed for light

Vanguard wings, fading blinks of the day

Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure

Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart

Long ago

It finds me, reminds me — a glimpse of my past

Is behind me, obsessed me, as years went by

Abuses me, confuses me — I don’t know why it teases

Why it hurts me, God, tell me how to forget this night

Nights — from deep in my mind

Thoughts — that try to accuse me

Nights — a trace left behind

Thoughts — that try to accuse me

Too blind for allusion, imploring eyes

Dad, I really did’nt realise!

Irrevocable hopeless

Train of thoughts that I failed to see

Wasn’t there when you needed me the most

This night when you went away

To find your heart that you’d lost

Too blind for allusion, implorin eyes

Dad, I really didn’t realise!

When she left your life, you needed me

You began to die, I didn’t see

Just for me I cried, blame on me

Feel those seeking nights endlessly

Seeking nights…

Now it’s near — every breath is cool

I regret what I’ve done to you

If I could I would undo all

Seeking nights