Im so Lost - Stitches

I know I made mistakes, a lot of things I regret

They don’t know how it feels, all they see is the fame

They try to dirty your name

What if you were me and what if I was you?

Maybe you’d see what I go through

I’m looking up but my sky ain’t blue

I just see dark

I say my prayers, I ask for forgiveness

No, I’m not perfect

I promise I’ll try, I promise I’ll cry

Sometimes I feel like I’m not even alive

But my heart’s still beating

So I must be tripping

My father was a ghost but I still wanna forgive him

I know a lot of you can relate to this song

'Cause it came from my heart, just know that you’re not alone

I know a lot of you can relate

We need a help before it’s too late

I look in the mirror and I feel the shame

'Cause maybe I’m the one that caused myself this pain

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better

I wear a shell of armour

'Cause I’ve been stabbed in the back so many times

Those really God left for me, that’s always on my mind

I know I got my flaws, I know I told some lies

I know I probably seem like I was the devil in disguise

Do you know how it feels when you got nobody?

You keep it all inside 'cause you got nobody

To really tell how you feel

And express how it kills

Every moment of your day

And you just wanna fly away

Shit, I just popped all these pills

Shit, I just pulled the trigger

Shit, I just hold on to my kids, get older and bigger

I don’t know, can somebody tell me now

'Cause the devil’s reaching out

And he’s telling me to take myself out

I know a lot of you can relate

We need a help before it’s too late

I look in the mirror and I feel the shame

'Cause maybe I’m the one that caused myself this pain

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better

Every time I try to smile I feel so miserable

Are you still feel like I was invincible

Every time I try to smile I feel so miserable

Are you still feel like I was invincible

I know a lot of you can relate

We need a help before it’s too late

I look in the mirror and I feel the shame

'Cause maybe I’m the one that caused myself this pain

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better

I’m so lost

What does it cost

To find myself

I wanna feel better