Swallowed - Still Patient?

I ran on wet roads into the night

abandoned by shelters where I used to hide

I was a pipe dream defender in delusive glow

galvanized by the truth in a single blow

all of a sudden I lost the grip

when boundless love did a moonlight flit

all of a sudden I got it straight

when the lie exposes it’s relentless shade

you swallowed me like a little fly

and you spat me out again

you swallowed me like a little fly

and you spat me out

words are portentous if you just believe

there will be no harm unless it comes to grief

token gestures mistaken for love

ringing in the sellout from a view from above

all of a sudden It hardened my heart

when things came together that were miles apart

all of a sudden I locked the door

I found out what you were looking for

you swallowed me like a little fly

and you spat me out again

you swallowed me like a little fly

and you spat me out

I gave you my word

and you threw it back

you threw it back

I gave you my trust

and you swallowed it

you swallowed it

all of a sudden you were out of the game

free to seek another fool to frame

all of a sudden I’m free again

free to choose with whom I am