Outside Looking in - Still Life

Searching for answers, in this dark cold cage of my mind.

Is there anyone who could smile and help me define.

What it is in love that I cannot find.

Is there anyone,

Is there anyone who could help me feel less afraid

Of the pain and the restrictions that bind and tear me away from emotions

And those words that I could not say.

Is there anyone who could take this loneliness away.

Tell me why I’m so afraid of pain,

When I know I’m solely to blame for my failures.

It’s time to wash these tears away with the rain.

Is there someone, is there anyone…

Where are all the people who could be part of my happiness.

Where is all the love;

Is there something I missed.

Where are all the smiling faces in this sea of averted eyes.

Where is the truth in this world full of lies.

I’m searching for someone;

someone I could share my thoughts with.

Someone I could trust.

Tell me how it is not to fear.

Tell me all your fears;

I will do my best to fill your heart.

I won’t let you fall into darkness.

There’s strength inside;

a light to guide my actions

I try to hide what’s inside my head.

I hurt myself and no one else;

the end.

Where all the people…

There’s no easy answers and they say nothing lasts forever,

But the child inside my head tells me to believe in fairy tales.

I just need someone that I could give all my love to.

I am reaching out into the darkness…