Suicide Letter - Sticky Fingaz

I don’t need a will cause I’m not leavin nobody shit

It’s my suicide letter

At the end of this song I’m gonna blow my fuckin brains out

If you readin this, I’m probly dead by now

Probly ODed and put three in my head by now

I’m on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me

I should film this and leave Banned From TV a copy

I’m sick of this world and everything that come wit it

Death, life, politics, religion, fuck all of it

Always feel the pain or I’m ignorin it

Could barely see the love but all we need more of it

Yeah right, like that’s gonna happen

They workin on the next nuclear weapon

Niggas still starvin, niggas still robbin

It’s no money that’s when you have mo' problems

I wanted a son but that was the past

Cause to tell the truth I don’t think this world gon' last

And I’m not a quitter nigga, I ain’t givin up

I’m just ready to move on son, I had enough

Live or die, it’s my life

I may, I might, it’s my time

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or shine, it’s my?

So say goodbye, it’s my life

I can’t recall anything fore the age of five

Far back as I could remember, had the lazy eye

All the shit I been through and I stayed alive

But today feel like a good day to die

Felt it before but it’s hard to say goodbye

Felt like I’m talkin to myself when I pray to the sky

Like they took my faith and created a lie

Don’t try to talk me out of it, I made up my mind

I’m a man, I meant no cry for help

So I’mma have to start the revolution by myself

I’m losin it, too much goin on in my head

Statistically speakin, I’m supposed to be dead

Made a crew of wild niggas goin to war for 'caine

Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain

Strugglin in the hood, I know too well

But why to get to heaven nigga gotta go through hell?