Never Mind Me - Stepson

I know what it feels like

To be left on your own

To want to end it all

And end the pain you’ve shown

I know that you feel like it’s all your fault

But it’s mine

You know?

I never thought I’d be the same

I cried for weeks

I felt the blame

I’m getting worse and you don’t know

But I’m not angry anymore

I hate myself

I hate you too

I don’t know what I did to you?

I’m giving up

I’m letting go

Nevermind, you’ll never know

I need you in this moment

But you left me all alone

I’m just sitting and waiting

By the telephone

It’s not like you’re dead

And it’s not like you’re dying

But when you told me you loved me

I knew you were lying

I know what it feels like

To be left on your own

To want to end it all

And end the pain you’ve shown

I know that you feel like it’s all your fault

But it’s mine

You know?

You sat at the end of my bed

I’ll never forget what you said

You told me you were nothing

And you were better off dead

You said you wanted to try again

Just like your son jumping in front of that train

I saw it

I saw the pain in your face

It only gets worse

It doesn’t go away

I can hear you crying

And I’m sorry that it hurts

But you can’t hear me crying

Because it’s hidden in my shirt

You can’t hurt me anymore

I already hurt myself

And I still feel like I’m nothing without you

I gave up on you when you gave up on me

I lost hope

I let go

I would give up on me too

You made me think it was all my fault

You’ve broken me, you broke my heart

You told me you tried

You told me you’d end it

You told me you loved me

And I’d never forget it

I’ll never forget it

And I’ll never forgive you

You’re killing me

You’ve killed yourself