Picture Myself - Stephanie Poetri

My heart is sinkin', heart in my throat

Drownin' in your old leather coat

And now I spend my weekends alone

And think of all that I did, now that I don’t

You’ve moved out to west

And I moved to the city

We’ve made separate beds

But I still hold you in my chest

When things aren’t looking pretty

Wishing you the best

But am I kidding myself, it’s after midnight

Kicking myself for staying, could I

Picture myself believin'

Picture myself believin'

Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?

Thinking the worst forever, could I

Picture myself believin'

Picture myself believin' in us

My head says one thing

But this feels amazin'

Forever is something

But together we’re crazy

You’ve moved out to west

And I moved to the city

We’ve made separate beds

But I still hold you in my chest

When things aren’t looking pretty

Wishing you the best

Am I kidding myself, it’s after midnight

Kicking myself for staying, could I

Picture myself believin'

Picture myself believin'

Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?

Thinking the worst forever, could I

Picture myself believin'

Picture myself believin' in us

Aaah, aah, aah

Aaah, aah

Aaah, aah, aah

Aaah, I

Aaah, aah, aah

Aaah, aah

Aaah, aah, aah

Aaah, I

And I don’t know why

No, I don’t know why I’m this way

Stayin' all night

But what if I leave today

And I don’t know why-y

Why am I afraid to stay-ay