My Love Lost - Starlito

Deleted all my texts from my ex before I went home

Nothing to hide but trust subsides when you been gone

I paid rent lights cable and her Sprint phone

Did all I could for her except left her alone

I’m no good and I know it

So hood and I show it

All my smiles turn stoic so I wrote it, a poet

Hold up, does that make this poetic?

And if i don’t regret it, does that make me pathetic?

Knew better and did lesser

I don’t deserve much credit

I know it’s gonna hurt her and what’s worse I just accept it

(These are my confessions)

I ain’t supposed to be so reckless, I just hope that she ain’t notice those

emojis in that message (hold on)

(at least let me tell you why I’m this way, you don’t understand.

no one understands.)

And now i’m messing with a married woman, sneakin' and freakin'

My conscience got my tweakin' from an evening last weekend

Say, I give her what she need and it don’t matter how infrequent

She know about my girl so what we have’s our little secret

Yeah I peeped that I unleash her inner freak, with me she can be indecent

When you’re cheating it always feel like you’re on defense

And I’ve been «impreeving» as a reason and accept the text messages her eyes

wide as she received it

I said «hold up, why you leaving?»

She said «Oh, I got my reasons

«My friends tried to tell me you weren’t shit, but seeing is believing.»

Now, looks can be deceiving

Cause I’m the one standing here grieving, guess we even

(you don’t understand. no one understands…)