Phantom Limb - Spanish Love Songs

Like I woke up too fast from a dream

In a rented room that doesn’t belong to me

And I think my arm’s asleep

I don’t know

Feels like something’s missing

And I drank all weekend

And I took all of the drugs

That we bought from your friend in the valley

I don’t remember the sun coming up

We sat in front of the TV as the news report came in

Another fucking manifesto

I polished off the vodka

You dug for some Vicodin

Our phones lit up at the same time

You said the body count don’t phase you

You’re still terrified to die

Just not as much as you are used to

We’ve got ten years left with these bodies

And maybe twenty on this Earth

If we burn it all down will we feel something now?

If not what’s the point in anything?

What is all your heartache worth?

Then you left on a Sunday and everything got weird at once

You smiled with no hint of goodbye in your eyes

And you made me feel important

It felt wrong to say I’m not okay

I lied and drank and talked my game

Sometimes I wonder if you felt the same

We’ve got ten years left with these bodies

And maybe twenty on this Earth

If we burn it all down will we feel something now?

If not what’s the point in anything?

What is all your heartache worth?

We’ve got ten years left with these bodies

And maybe twenty on this Earth

So we burn it all down just to feel something now?

If not what’s the point in anything?

What is all your heartache worth?

They’re gonna box up all your things

And put you in the attic

The basement flooded last spring

One day they’ll die

Someone’s gonna come throw you away