Tried My Best - SOJA

I feel it when my dreams tear right into my soul

Feel it in my heart when my blood runs cold

See it in the nighttime, always in the rain…

Hear it in the thunder and lightning

Take me to my memory, take me to the start,

Come in through the window, tearing me apart

Feel it in the nightmare, always in the rain

See it in the memory coming back again

And I always said…

The only thing that ever made sense

Is when I can feel it

The only thing that ever made sense

Is just to carry and conceal it all

Just know that I tried my best

In the only way that I knew how

And I’m still doing it now

Yeah I’m still doing it now

Cause I’m still doing it now…

Cause I’m still doing it now…

Cause I’m still doing it now…

Get me to the stage now, put us in the light

Make it feel real and make it feel right

Floating down the concrete, flying in the sky

I think we found the bloodstream of our life

Play me in the particle, put me in the mix…

Make it like it used to, make it all fit

I really miss the old days, covered in light

I wanna feel closer, I wanna feel alive

And I always tried

The only thing that ever made sense

Is when I can feel it

The only thing that ever made sense

Is just to carry and conceal it all

Just know that I tried my best

In the only way that I knew how

And I’m still doing it now

Yeah I’m still doing it now

And I’m still doing it now…

And I’m still doing it now…

And I’m still doing it now…

I’m still doing it, I’m still doing it

I’m still doing it now…