Leave Me Alone - Snap Dogg

Feel like I haven’t talked to y’all, done missed me

My pain run deep

Day after day

I dropped tears writin' this shit

Seems like I push against the clouds

They just keep blockin' out the sun

It seems since I was born

I’ve wakened every blessing morning (true shit)

Down on my luck and up against the wind

Yeah, down on my knees, every night I gotta pray

The judge wanna lock me up and take my life away

I got some shit up on my chest I feel I gotta say

This shit 'bout to get deep so listen up, ain’t 'bout to play

Lord, sometimes I really need your help

I’m stressin' real hard, sometimes I want to kill myself

I stopped takin' these drugs because they bad for my health

One night I load the revolver with a full six shells

It get deeper than that, that’s why I stay with a strap

My love for some fuck niggas, got some wounds in my back

Niggas 'posed to be my brothers, why they cross me real bad?

I ain’t even think twice, I ain’t takin' 'em back

Watched my mama struggle tryna get them bills

Hit the streets with my brother, fiendin' for a meal

'Cause the labels scared of me and they don’t want to give a deal

Ain’t gon' hold shit back, nigga I’ma tell it real

Yeah I stayed with my mama, I was sleepin' on the floor

Even sharin' rooms with one bed with my lil bro

Jada looked me in my eyes, where my daddy 'bout to go?

Daddy gotta make a way 'cause I’m always on the road

Big Test told me one day this shit was gon' get deep

Can’t let this shit stop, you gotta stay on your feet

Take this shit like you was boxing when you bob and you weave

Why the people say they love me always just wanna leave?

Fifty K in that jewelry, need my neck cold

That shit don’t mean nothin' when it’s all gone

And some bitches did me bold, that’s why I love wrong

People tend to cross me, send them hitters, want 'em all gone

They don’t know about this pain shit, oh yeah it run deep

Seein' my brother in the box just was like seein' me

My own family talk about me, yeah they changed on me

Think a nigga at the top but I feel lonely

Seven kids, six baby mamas, that’s a lot of drama

Five of 'em cool, and that one, yeah she full of drama

Even want me dead, yeah this shit is sad and wrong

On the low she’ll set a nigga up and get me gone

Always puttin' in my son head, daddy always wrong

But daddy tryna get it and daddy he never home

I’m always callin' my kids always up on the phone

Heard my pops got mad when I told the world that he stoned

12 hit the block just to set me up and catch me up

Told my mama if I die you know that they done wet me up

They told her they ain’t gon' stop 'til they catch me and they get they luck

Sittin' here with this MAC-11, they can’t take me bruh

12 hit the block just to set me up and catch me up

Told my mama if I die you know that they done wet me up

They told her they ain’t gon' stop 'til they catch me and they get they luck

Sittin' here with this MAC-11, they can’t take me bruh

Ayy that shit real deep, nigga that’s just life shit

Motherfucker so short, I couldn’t get enough of my pain off on this one

Part two comin' though

I done did enough tears on this bitch, I’ma let the beat cry for y’all