Vicarious Moments - Skooly

Had to live my life without no trust, these niggas chase

Break, break, break, break down

Had to live my life without no trust, these niggas chase

Yeah, look, okay

Tryna live my life without no trust, these niggas chase

Shit wasn’t goin' right, but all my life I had to fake

Prayin' for that night, I want the night I change my life

Yeah, want that night I change my life, yeah

Shit was goin' bad, had to do somethin' about it

Bitches goin' left, I’m glad I fucked 'em and got out it

You niggas the turn up, hell nah I ain’t vouchin'

Nah, I ain’t vouchin'

My brother told me whip, he brought the whip into the city

Brought it in the crib, he started whippin' in the kitchen, yeah

If you wasn’t really with me, I can’t vouch it but I know

My brother put dope in them couches, yeah

My mama wanted that shit out, yeah, yeah

My mama almost tossed it out, yeah, yeah

It’s a hundred thousand dollars my brother put inside the house and you was

finna throw it out, yeah

Shit, I mean, a hundred fuckin' thousand worth of drugs and you was finna throw

it out

Woo, goddamn, that’s some shit

A hundred thousand dollars worth of drugs, you was finna throw it in the mud

In the mud, in the mud, yeah

How I got into drugs, my brother really thug

Yeah, then he died, then I cried, now I got nothin' to hold me up

Hold me up, hold me up, hold me up, hold me up

Now I got no one to pour me up, pour me up, pour me up

I wish I could talk to him, pour me up

Come down and pour me up, pour me up, pour me up

Come down and roll one up, roll one up, roll one up

Come down and pour me up, pour me up, pour me up

Hold it down, come down and hold me up

You gotta hold me up (shit)

I’m talkin' 'bout this shit bad, you dig what I’m sayin'

Jim I miss the fuck out you dog, damn

Shit be crazy, I’m talkin' 'bout

Roll like two backwoods or somethin'

Might just sip 'em all by myself and I just talk to Jimmy

Even though he ain’t here

Shit weird but it’s the only way I can goddamn stop from crying inside

Think about it like that

Think about Bankroll every day

Shit crazy

I’m coming right off the glass

I’m coming right out the bags

I had to live with the wrong

I had to work with the bad

I’m treating first like it’s last

Had to be first on they ass

What could be worser than last?

What could be worser than last?

My partner say he doin' bad

They took like thirty-two bags

I’m doin' verses for cash

I know you lurk on the gram

My partner be lurking on land

My brother was servin' them yams

He whipped that shit with his hand

Think he got killed by his man, damn

Think I just had a lil moment

Ah yeah, think I just had a lil moment

Oh, think I just had a lil moment

Oh oh oh, think I just had a lil moment

Ah, let me breathe

Still goin' through the same shit

Still movin' on the lane switch

Niggas switchin' on some lame shit

Bitches want me on some gang shit

Brother had a lot of dope money

That’s a whole lot of chains bitch

Don’t you ever ever claim rich

Boy I grew up kind of famous

On the block with a Glock

Better watch for your watch

They’ll take off with your chain, shit

That’s a whole lot of gang shit

I miss you Ball

I’m hurtin' inside (Bankroll)

Jimmy gone, Jimmy died

I done forgot how to cry

Why did Ayman have to die?

Why did Ayman have to ride?

Couldn’t look in Kristy eyes

Couldn’t look in Kristy eyes

I’m still goin' official

Rockie you know that I miss you

I’m still alone when I’m smoking

Ain’t forgot about you Smokie

Still sippin', gettin' loaded

Still trippin' 'bout the homie

Troup died, I was broken

On some neighborhood rollin'

I’m so damn unfocused

I lost a lot of focus

Had me damn near hopeless

I lost a lot of hope

Ain’t a damn thing funny

Not a lot of jokes

Can’t take a damn thing from me

I hurt a lot of folks

Listen, I cannot lie to folks

Better pick your side, you probably die with both

You can’t pick your fights, better not miss your time

If you risk your life, represent your side

Represent your guys, you don’t get no sign

You gon' miss your guys, you gon' miss those times

Shit, all 'bout my dawg (Bankroll gone too, Shawty Lo gone too)

All 'bout dawg (Bankroll gon' too)

I miss my dawg

I miss my dawg

I’m comin' straight off the block

I’m comin' straight for the top

My motivation was guap

Much hesitation with cop

Don’t need no further assist

Don’t mean to burden you niggas

You tryna live in a room

I’m sippin' syrup in the kitchen

Woah bitch be worrying a nigga

I had to hurry to go get it

I had to hurry to go get it

Shit wasn’t workin' for nigga

These bitches be working these niggas

These bitches be settin' these niggas

Ever since I lost my man to a damn bag

If it ain’t about a bag I ain’t gonna say it

I ain’t gonna say it

I ain’t gonna say it

All 'bout dawg

All 'bout dawg

I miss my dawg

Lost my man 'bout a bag

I can’t go out sad

Had to go out sad

I can’t go

'bout a bag

On my man

I can’t go out sad

I done lost my man

Shit, I done lost my man

Got my memory boy

How I lost my mans