Bitter - Sirona

Bitter days come to play

Here to throw your spite and bitter ways in your face

Snuffing out the thought of better days

In some way this will all come back to haunt you

It will always find you

It always knows where I run

So i’ll seek it out instead

To lay waste to myself

Neck deep in what I’ve bled

It seems like ages since it was okay to believe it

Now the tides are changing colors

Just leave it

Alone

It’s not worth coming back to this fragile home

Can’t tell if I’m breathing

I always end up in the place that made me feel so low

Letting go

Of all the things that felt so overwhelming

I’ve made up my mind this time

I got this song in my head

And i’ll keep singing bout better days

In hopes to break away

From the mess I’ve made

I’ve been feeling

Separated from myself

No matter where I turn temptation will follow

So I separate myself

From second guessing

All of my being

How can something seem so simple

But when I try to fight it feels so far away

Keep telling myself that it’ll be okay

But in the back of my head I’ll find myself here again

Tired of looking back

Judging mistakes I’ve made that I know won’t fade away

My thoughts are like torture

I got no where to hide

From this new pain that I’ve found

That’s left me broken inside

Over stepping my bounds

Searching for room to breathe

Bound to be hopeless with no opportunity to leave

Letting go

Of all the things that felt so overwhelming

I’ve made up my mind this time

I got this song in my head

And i’ll keep singing bout better days

In hopes to break away

From the mess I’ve made

Beaten apart by stones

I’ve thrown myself

Broken now

I’ve burnt my own bridges

I’ll reap what I sow

Am I crazy

Or just fucking scared

Overwhelming myself by reliving my sins