Oakland Ave Catalpas - Sims

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Tryna hold on

As I lay me down

Tryna hold on

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Up and down these peaks tryna hold on

And I lay me down

Hold on

And for the record I did not protect, I left earth

You probably would have done that better

I could not hold it all together

Neglected all these vectors

Let the pixels blow apart the box like Saturn missiles

Everything everywhere

I swear I couldn’t care more

Daydreaming about some airport

On some anywhere but here

On some any time to take me from

I’m in the quiet, so silent you can hear it thump

And it creeps in quick

A grip I cannot slip

Down in the dregs

You might compromise, but don’t ever let 'em see you beg

A couple years just blanked by

For really missed the bus

I was underneath the wheel

I got fucking crushed

I feel dumb, I feel sentimental, that makes me feel weak

Used to feeling so solid rolling up and down these peaks

Never quit like my theme song, but this beat down just keeps on

Makes me want to fold up

And turn the screen on but I roll on

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Tryna hold on

As I lay me down

Tryna hold on

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Up and down these peaks tryna hold on

And I lay me down

Hold on

I don’t cry, I don’t whine, I don’t flinch

I just take that shit

I get it, got it, when I left your bed and cleaned out your closet

Had it, lost it

Got it back hostage

It’s kind of it, but it’s not it

My love is different than I thought

I thought that strength would be my fix

I had to give up my control

I had to learn how to submit

I’ve got no quit in me, no piece of me, no bit of me at all

So picture me yelling, screaming, beating on this brick wall

I’m not mad boy, I stay rad

I don’t do sad boy

I search and I find joy

I smirks and I destroys

I pair with every color in the palette

Kafka automatic

The way I transform the malice to a full-fledged badass motherfucker

Chugging down the rails

My life like a skate tape

'Greatest bails'

Once you get the first good deep scrape no longer afraid to fail

Face first

Stumbles ain’t no trouble, bumpy knuckles wrangle love

Learn to let it go when it goes wrong

Big downs, big ups

And so on and so on

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Tryna hold on

As I lay me down

Tryna hold on

Ain’t I just a stone tryna roll on

Up and down these peaks tryna hold on

And I lay me down

Hold on