alive - shattered, habition, Hateful

Am I alive, do we all die

Am I contradicting the things in my mind

Never arrive, never deprive

Tension is raising when you hold the knife

Every night, cry in my bed

Alone in my head while my dreams are all dead

Am I a lie, do boys ever cry

Am I acting out 'cause I’m dying inside

Never abide, always subside

All of my friends know I’m dying inside

Wish I had time

Wish I had time

Yeah I wish I had time

I thought we were friends till death do us part

But you hit my crush that shit fucked up my heart

And now I’m alone, I’m ignoring my phone

Never leave my home 'cause I’m scared of dial tones

Scared of dial tones

Been a long time since I’ve felt love like this

But now I’m traveling this road alone

Cultivate fields of all this happiness

Until you come to steal and pillage all the fucking crops I’ve sown

What’s a life without some love to keep the breeze in my sails

Just a boat on the waves

Rocking with the gales

I remember when I used to thrive

Now I struggle to feel like I’ll ever make it out alive

Will I ever make it out alive

Nervous break downs every single night

Scared to even touch the light

I’m afraid of what might come

What might come now

That i lost you

Oh, oh