Mama Don't Know - Ruben

My mama don’t know

I’m rotting in my desire

Throw body bags in the fire

I’m a pathological liar

I put on a show

My halo is a barbed wire

My heart is in a web of spiders

And the angel on my shoulder is tired

But my mama don’t know

Cause it’s better don’t you see

To cry in the V.I.P.

Like ay ay

I’m fine

And it feels better to be down

When money is all around

Like ay ay

I’m fine

I drink and I smoke

I wallow in highs and benders

In cigarette ash and ember

Like a 27-Club member

The feeling is gone

I’m numbing out all my senses

The evil within is endless

I’m everything I ever resented

But my mama don’t know

Cause it’s better don’t you see

To cry in the V.I.P.

Like ay ay

I’m fine

And it feels better to be down

When money is all around

Like ay ay

I’m fine

But mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

But mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Cause it’s better don’t you see

To cry in the V.I.P.

Like ay ay

I’m fine

And it feels better to be down

When money is all around

Like ay ay

I’m fine

But mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

But mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry

Mama don’t worry